Monday...

Today was one the first of [I'm sure] many days of asking myself why the heck did I come here. I want to go back to American school. It's not the people or the country or homesickness...it's school. DANG SCHOOL! It's seriously torture. Suffering. Painful.

I woke up and I didn't feel too good. I have a major headache now.

I really need to learn Korean. It hurts my head to try and figure out what people are saying.

My counselor hasn't gotten back to me on my grades yet. I NEED to know. We have a test day on Wednesday. Not sure if I have to take it or not. It's to figure out your ranking among all of the high school students in Korea. Pressure.

Enni and I decided we are hanging out WAAAY too much. We aren't learning Korean. I might ditch her tomorrow...but my head says right now that I want English. Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to take it.

I have like 30 weeks more of this. That's terrible to think about.

I'm really just stressing about my grades back home. How are they going to do this? I was thinking it'd be ok to take another year, since after high school just comes more school, but then I thought of how I wouldn't be able to graduate with my class. That'd suck. I was thinking maybe if I need the grades I can make up for my classes by taking courses at the college after regular school. I'd be going to school as long as regular school is here.

I thought I was ok with credits...I hope my counselor can work it out.

Been reading catching fire. i love this series.

Another day tomorrow. All I can say to that is,
I want to sleep.